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The Mystery of Suffering By Rabbi Abraham J. Twerski
A world-renowned psychiatrist considers faith, free-will and the human need for answers
— Lev. 13:2
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The affliction of tzaraas is the only condition which the Torah attributes to a
specific sin: Loshon hara (gossip). ''Beware of a tzaraas affliction. Remember what
G-d did to Miriam'' (Deuteronomy 24:8-9). This refers to Miriam's unjust
criticism of Moses (Numbers 12:10).
Our people have experienced suffering in its many forms, as a nation as well as
individually. Every so often, someone suggests a reason for suffering. This is
presumptuous, because while there may be various reasons for suffering, they are
largely unknown to us.
The question of why things happen has been instrumental in advancing human
knowledge. Many scientific discoveries have resulted from man's attempt to understand
and explain things. Whether an apple did or did not fall on Isaac Newton's
head, something aroused his curiosity as to why things fell to the ground, and so he
investigated and formulated the Law of Gravity. Life-saving penicillin was discovered
because of Fleming's curiosity as to why there was no bacterial growth around
the mold on the petri dish. It is only natural for people to be curious why things
happen.
Curiosity is one thing. Obstinacy in insisting that every question must have an
answer that we can understand is something else. Perhaps we feel that not being
able to find an answer is an insult to our competence. There is nothing wrong with
realizing our human limitations. There are many things that are unknown, and even
if we see the unknown as a challenge and try to investigate it, we should realize that
we may not be able to know everything.
There are things in Judaism about which our knowledge is limited or even nonexistant.
For example, we believe that G-d has infinite foresight and knows the
future. We also believe that a person has the freedom of choice to do right or wrong.
This raises a question that has been discussed by many theologians: If G-d knows
what I am going to do tomorrow, how can I have free choice? I cannot do anything
other than what G-d knew I was going to do.
Maimonides says that the reason we see this as a conflict is because we equate
G-d's knowledge with our own. If we have certain knowledge of what is going to
happen, it cannot happen differently. However, G-d's knowledge is totally different
than ours, and His knowledge does not conflict with free will. What is G-d's knowledge
like? That we cannot possibly know, because G-d's knowledge is inseparable
from Him. Just as we cannot have an understanding of G-d, we cannot have an
understanding of His knowledge (Hilchos Teshuvah 5:5). Ravad criticizes Maimonides
for raising a question to which he cannot give a logical answer. But Maimonides's
position is that it is perfectly proper to have insoluble mysteries. We do not have to
have a concrete answer to everything. We must learn to live with mystery, with the
unknowable.
CONCEDING LIMITATIONS
Throughout history, we have observed the fact that there is suffering in the world.
We have sought to explain it, particularly why the innocent suffer and why bad
things happen to good people. The theme of the Book of Job is the mystery of the
suffering of good people.
The Talmud says that Moses' request of G-d, ''Let me know
Your ways'' (Exodus 33:13) was to understand why the righteous suffer, but G-d
denied him this knowledge (Berachos 7a). The Talmud says that it was Moses who wrote the Book of Job, wherein several explanations are offered, but all are rebutted.
It would be most presumptuous for us to try to understand something that escaped
Moses' understanding.
Yet many of our ethicists have investigated the question of suffering. I believe that
they were not in search of an explanation. They obviously did not try to grasp
something that was beyond the grasp of Moses. The reason for suffering is known
only to G-d. All we can do is try to derive some useful lesson from suffering. While
we may not be able to know why there is suffering, we may be able to see how we
can benefit from this perplexing phenomenon.
Rabbi Baruch Ber Lebowitz (1870-1940) was engaged in a Torah discussion with Rabbi Chaim of Brisk, and he remarked, ''Why does the Torah say this?'' Rabbi Chaim corrected him.
''We may not ask why the Torah says something. That is G-d's wisdom and is
beyond our ability to understand. We can only ask, 'What can we derive from what
the Torah says?' ''
Although I profess to have emunah (faith), and when I suffered losses I recited the appropriate blessing, Blessed be the Judge of Truth, I could not avoid feeling that it was an
intellectual expression. I was in pain, and I felt otherwise in my heart.
Oh, if G-d would only let me operate the world! All children would be born
healthy, without physical or mental defects. There would be no leukemia or cancer.
People would be healthy until they reached the end of their allotted time on earth.
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THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN PAIN AND SUFFERING
There is a difference between pain and suffering. People who have been given
morphine for severe pain, if questioned carefully, may say, ''The sensation is still
there, but it doesn't bother me.'' Suffering may be an interpretation of pain rather
than a sensation on its own.
Inasmuch as there is no decisive Halachah (Jewish legal ruling) on this issue, I favor the latter position. I have a very low pain threshold, and I find even a toothache intolerable. I am not
even interested in knowing why my tooth hurts. That is for the dentist to know. I just
want relief.
As a psychiatrist, people come to me with their problems, some of which are heart-rending. I am happy when I can do something to relieve their distress, but I am most frustrated when I am powerless to do so. I suffer along with them, and as you may surmise, I do not handle suffering well.
Sometimes I identify with my great-grandfather, Rebbe Motele of Hornosteipel.
He was a chassidic rebbe to whom many people came to unburden themselves
of their misery. One day, after absorbing many tales of woe from the people who
sought his blessing to extricate them from their plights, he abruptly tore open his
shirt, bared his chest and exclaimed, ''Master of the universe! Look into my heart. I
cannot take any more.''
Ah! But I am not Rebbe Motele. He genuinely cared for others. I care for myself.
Tearfully, she turned toward me and said, ''Why, rabbi, why?'' I stood
there in utter silence, crying along with her. I said a brief prayer with
her and left. The words of Moses came to my mind, when he
complained to G-d that his efforts to have Pharaoh free the Israelites
resulted in aggravating their suffering. ''Why did You do evil to this
people? Why did You send me?'' (Exodus 5:22). If Moses could
complain, so may we.
The following morning I told my father about this experience. He
said, ''Was your frustration due to the woman's pain, or because you
were unable to help her?'' He was right. One of the reasons I had left
the rabbinate for medicine was because I felt I could do more for
people as a doctor than as a rabbi. Now I was both, and in spite of
having the tools of the two greatest healing professions, I was totally
impotent. I could not handle the assault to my ego. I am sure that
Moses and Rebbe Motele genuinely cared for others and shared
their pain, whereas I was caring primarily for myself and was nursing
my wounded ego.
APPRECIATING THE FRUITS OF HARDSHIP
Some things do lend themselves to our understanding. For example, the Talmud
says, ''G-d gave Israel three good gifts, and all were given only through suffering.
They are: Torah, the Holy Land and the World to Come'' (Berachos 5a). It is common
experience that we have greater feeling and appreciation for things we acquire
through suffering than for things that come to us easily, especially gifts. The more effort we put into achieving or acquiring something, the more meaning and value it has for us, because we have put part of ourselves into it.
The Talmud says that tzaddikim (the truly righteous) value their possessions even more than their own bodies, because they scrupulously avoid anything that they did not earn honestly (Sotah 12a). Their bodies were given to them, whereas they worked hard for their possessions. In order that we properly treasure Torah, the Holy Land and the World to Come, we have to
experience suffering to acquire them.
After meditating a few moments, he said, ''I understand why. The kindnesses may come packaged in suffering, so that I will not be able to recognize them as kindnesses when they occur.''
Thereupon he began weeping. ''How tragic it is,'' he said, ''that G-d will
be doing kindnesses for me and I will be unable to appreciate them.''
The Midrash says that when Jacob mourned the loss of his beloved son, Joseph,
he said, ''G-d has turned away from me.'' G-d said, ''Here I am manipulating things
to make his son viceroy over the greatest empire on earth, yet he complains''
(Bereishis Rabbah 91:13). If the great patriarch had difficulty in accepting suffering
as a kindness in disguise, what can we expect of ourselves?
WAKE-UP CALL
As a physician, I have observed people reject values that they had never questioned
before, and consider new paths in life. I addressed this phenomenon in Light
at the End of the Tunnel.
Suffering may alter a person's sensitivity. In experiencing our own suffering, we
may develop a connection with the suffering of others of which we may not have
been aware. A wise psychotherapist said to me, ''Out of suffering come the strongest
souls. G-d's wounded often make His best soldiers.''
We may not have satisfactory answers to some questions. The phenomenon of suffering will forever remain a mystery. Its uses need not be so.
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Comment by clicking here. Rabbi Abraham J. Twerski, M.D. is a psychiatrist and ordained rabbi. He is the
founder of the Gateway Rehabilitation Center in Pittsburgh, a leading center
for addiction treatment. An Associate Professor of Psychiatry at the University
of Pittsburgh School of Medicine, he is a prolific author, with some 70 books to
his credit, including, "Twerski on Chumash" (Bible), from which this was excerpted (Sales of this book help fund JWR).
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