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Jewish World Review Dec. 3, 2001 / 18 Kislev 5762 Because, if you don't cry, who will? By Yechezkel Chezi Goldberg
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The scene:
7:30 a.m. Israel time, Sunday December 2, 2001 --- Eight hours after the
triple terror attack at Jerusalem's popular Ben Yehuda Pedestrian Mall.
He walked into shul, synagogue. I nodded my acknowledgement, as I always do. He made some strange gesture, which I didn't comprehend. I continued praying.
A few minutes later, he walked over to me and said: "Didn't you hear?"
"Hear about what?" I replied.
He grew impatient, almost frustrated. "Didn't you HEAR?"
I understood that he was talking about last night's terror attack on Ben
Yehuda Mall, a trendy night spot frequented not only by Israelis, but also Western tourists.
I replied: "About who?"
He looked at me as if I had landed from another planet. "About who? About
everyone who was attacked last night."
I nodded. "Yes, of course I heard."
"Then why aren't YOU crying?"
His words shot through me like a spear
piercing my heart. Our sages teach that "Words that come from the heart,
enter the heart." He was right, of course. Why wasn't I crying?
I could not answer. I had nothing to say.
He pointed around the shul. "Why aren't all of my friends crying?"
I could not answer. I had nothing to say.
"Shouldn't we all be crying?"
I could not answer. I had nothing to say.
What has happened to all of us, myself included? We have
turned to stone. Some would call it "numbness." Some would call it "collective
national shock." Some would say that we all have suffered never-ending trauma
and it has affected our senses.
Frankly, the excuses are worthless. All the reasons in the world don't
justify our distance from the real pain that is burning in our midst.
When an attack happens, in the heat of the moment, we frantically check to
see if someone we know has been hurt or killed. And then, if we find out
that "our friends and family are safe," we sigh a deep sigh of relief, grunt
and grumble about the latest tragic event and then, we continue with our
robotic motions and go on with our lives.
We have not lost our minds, my friends. We have lost our hearts.
And that is why we keep on losing our lives.
When I left shul, my friend said to me with tears dripping from his bloodshot
Eyes: "I heard once that the Torah teaches that for every tear that drops
from our eyes, another drop of blood is saved."
We are living in a time of absolute madness. It is obvious what is going on
around us and yet, we detach ourselves and keep running on automatic in our
daily lives.
Last night, when it was only ten people who were known killed and just 200 injured, even MSNBC.com referred to the triple terror attack as a "slaughter." (More tragedy, it turns out, awaited us a few hours later.)
And yet, we are not crying.
I know a woman who lost sensitivity in her fingers. When she approaches
fire, she doesn't feel the pain. That puts her in a very dangerous position
because she might be unaware she is burning herself.
If we are being hurt and we don't feel it, then we are in a very risky
position. A devastating three pronged suicide attack on Jerusalem's most
popular thoroughfare should evoke a cry of pain and suffering from all of
us, should it not? Unless of course, we have lost our senses.
And if we have lost our senses, then what hope is there?
When our enemies pound us and we don't react because we no longer feel the
pain, we are truly in a dangerous and precarious position in the battle and
struggle to survive.
Perhaps, my friends, we are being foolish to really believe that the nations
of the world should be upset about the continuous murder and slaughter of
Jews --- if we ourselves are not crying about it. Am I my brother's keeper?
The most effective way for us to stop the carnage in our midst is to wake up
and to react to it from our hearts. How can we DEMAND that the Creator stop the tragedy when most of us react like robots when tragedy strikes?
If WE don't cry about what is happening around us, who will?
If YOU don't cry about what is happening around us, who will?
If I don't cry about what is happening to us, who will?
Maybe our salvation from this horrific mess will come only after WE tune
into our emotions and cry and scream about it.
As King Solomon said, "There is a time for everything under the sun." Now is the time for
crying.
May He protect each and every one of us from our enemies so that we will not
have to cry in the
future.
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JWR contributor Chezi Goldberg is a Jerusalem based counselor for Adolescents and Families At Risk. This is his first contribution to these pages. Send your comments by clicking here.
© 2001, Chezi Goldberg
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